"Welcome to my life!~ LOL~"

Bryan~
18 soon enough...
wants to visit Europe...
wants to die by 65 smiling...
wants to get married by 30 or stay single~

Music~
Fun~
MY DEAREST NANA BANANA! =))
my good old brudder =)
tian ze =)
and finally raidah~

both an irritating and amazing day all-in-one...

morning wad an amazing experience! =)

when i reached the traffic light near RP...

i was listening to the song by the used "yesterday feelings"

then i heard some people laughing so i turned around~

then i saw her! the ONE!

then the lyrics went... "but today i wasted away, for today was on my mind"

then the both of us looked at each other for like... around 30 secs...

then i turned away thinking.. "wtf?! omg... got so zun or not?! wtf man!?"

that was like one of the best days of my RP life~

then... later in class was super boring...

jerome and iskandah pissed me off in class even though i dun seem so...

pure irritants...

but no matter... what happened in the morning...

i hope i can turn back time and feel it all over again... LOL~

i hope tml can re-visit the scene again! =x

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes
[caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]


I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you.

can't you see that your smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you.

[caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow,just caught in the undertow]
and every second I waste is more than I can take.

I've
become so numb

I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you.

And I know
I may end up failing too

But I know
you were just like me
with someone disappointed in you.

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you.

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
[tired of being what you want me to be]
I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
[tired of being what you want me to be]

http://www.metrolyrics.com/lyrics/206525/Linkin_Park/Numb

got back from land training on thursday... left at 6.45 never finish training...

was told that i need to pay $45 for 1-star kayak cert...

rejected... i dun want to pay for it and i dun want to ask my mum to pay for it... not worth to me...

when i got home thought about some stuff... then i noticed how much th world is plastic...

the way people treat one another... it usually is fake? i think anyone should be able to see it...

sooo missed the old secondary days... not so plastic... even though there would be...

anyway... she said she sees me as acting as someone i am not...

who is she to judge me for who i am? i was nice at first cause i am still not used to the school

and the way things work in poly i am feeling much better now so i just let loosed the me

that was in secondary school believe it if you want i am not as nice as you thought...

after all the heartbreaks and torture there is nothing less i wanna be except being more myself...

i hate being plastic myself already la... spent 6 month being plastic in school and became a

push-over i dun like it so i won't let it...

water training... =)

same stuff... 8km... but ended 7 as usual...

but 1 cap today only... i think i am just pure suay...

a Hjc(if i am not wrong) K1 just came in behind me in racing lane...

then i heard their coach on loudhailer "watch out for that T1!"

so i was like woops~ paddled double fast~

then made a turn, rudder left... then when i try to paddle right... *splash~*

the paddle hit me knee then capped~ crapness...

then later when going on the 4th lap... bob made me and choon meng turn in at 500m mark...

ok fine... so choon meng suggested a race.. agreed... so we went 1,2,3 GO!

we were sort of on par for like 60m? then he slowed down suddenly then i heard a *splash~*

but ignored it cause we were racing?

about 40m later i turned back.. woops~ he capped~ xP

then the usual continued later on...

but what is to remember is what happened at mac~

how on earth did they get the idea to gossip me and QI FANG!? can you imagine? the mental torture they put me into? x(

ok la... not to be bad... she is a nice girl but she is not my type of girl... and she has someone in mind?! so why try get me into trouble? xP

nothing to talk about today la... xP

let's talk about sunday!! xDD

quite fun sia~ so long never had soooo much laughter~ xP

Tz came over eariler around 1230+ to try fix the ff9 thingy but failed~ so we left for cwp

then we met Fern and Clement first then Tz went off for ssw/swo meeting then the 3 of us like idiot walking around~ xP lucky Shud and Li bing came soon later like 5 mins? xP

then walk again like idiot cause dunno want to go where...

after like 1/2 hr? then we decided to go to mos to grab a bite and leave for town...

i got a spicy chillie dog and a small iced milk tea... damn nice i tell you the hotdog~ xP

went to town, went to heren first to get clement's cds... -.-

then Fern bluffed Shud and went back to hmv to get her the spirited away cd which she wanted sooo badly~ xDD

shopped again... say FISH! at four skins~ xP she was soo funny la... xP

then went around again... failed to get my jeans... =/

but nvm... we bought a packet of oyster thingy and sat by the road side eating~ xP

then Tz came soon later... went to fcuk then pepper lunch~

then clement need to leave so we sent him off before taking a bus to marina square then walked over to the esplanade~

they girls forcefully made us take photos at the roof terence... till like 1030 then we tried to get a maxi... we tried the esplanada main road ent first no maxi... but i managed to tak some fun ny photos~ xP

later the taxi stand and finally got a maxi who charged us for a flat fare of $35 to go back to woodlands...

that was sunday~ seens simple but it was fun... =))