oday for cnoeing is DAMN fun lor!! xP

started out boring... same old stuff...

then when paddling damn shiok~

cuz Billy didn't want to paddle T1 o he forced me to take T1

so i was like "huh... ok lor..."

imagine not paddling and training for almost 2 weeks already ask me paddle T1 LOL~

got down... paddle 100m *SPLASH!* capsize reason? seat too cramp and abit not used to it yet...

and so i went on paddlling for 1 km and back 2km already~

then when we were asked to lunch off i paddled for like... 250m? then *SPLASH!* cap no.2

reason? tigh cramp xP so kenneth and han ting emptied my boat and helped me up and so i went on paddling...

4km aleady~ phew~ so tiring... and thirsty... leaving for my next lap i was told to turn back at 500 mark not enough time...

did so... then seniors did short sprints~ i suddenly had like adreline rush lor pus and push heads down looking at the nose of the canoe for 250m

then... suddenly ran outta gas... slowed down and slowly paddled back 250m...

then when getting to parking lot... *SPLASH!* cap no.3 reason? when turning body weight tilted too much to the right fun huh? xP

then after training some idiot lost a paddle god knows who took it so if by sat cannot find pay...

if realy cannot find i think i gonna quit already dun wanna pay for something i nv lose and further more

some idiot nv buckle 2 life jacks = 100 push ups sian... lucky do 80 only cuz after paddling no strength and too long nv train... and so it was a short dinner and home sweet home~

Time has run out, for me. Everything's distant and I don't know what to believe. It's so hard, lost in the world confusion. And I need to leave, for a while. Life is so meaningless, there is nothing worth a smile. So goodbye, I'll miss you.
And I'm sorry, but this is my fate. Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay. And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long. So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me. I'm not worth any tears.
It's been the years, of abuse. Neglected to treat the dissorder, That controls my youth, for so long. I'm in a fleshy tomb, burried up above the ground. It's no use, why should I hold on? It's been five years, don't need one more. So goodbye, life's abuse.
And I'm sorry, but this is my fate. Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay. And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long. So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me. I'm not worth any tears.
(Every 18 minutes, somebody dies from a suicide. Every 43 seconds, somebody attempts one. If you, or anybody you know, is suicidle, Call 1-800-784-2433.)
And I'm sorry, but this my fate. Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay. And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long. So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me. So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me. I'm not worth any tears.

anyway let's talk about xiu hui lameo idiot stupid joke how bout it? xP

so everyoe knows about today having a UT right?

so after it i asked her "how? fail? xP"

and she was like "no! wth la! got 2 qns nv finish!"

and faci asked "anyone need tumbdrive?"

and she went "ME! ME!"

then she was like "eh! why my UT dun have my face one?!"

and i went like "LOLOLOLOLX!!!"

she returned a "what la..."

and so i said "you got no face see ppl! LOL!"

so she went like "LOL!!!!"

went on for awhile till she asked the faci

"faci ask the head put back my head lehz!"

so i went on "LOL!! there! your head there what? LOLOLX!!"

and so it became my joke of the day~ xP like usual and always xP

oh ya another thing today...

fish... that idiot...

msn me when she was just beside me...

guess what it was for?

"i testing font only! HAHA!"

i went "-.-"

and so i tried to push her head into her laptop screen xP

bored in class sia...~

lucky today no need to do research... xP

anyways today damn lame la xP

so cold... the still lend sabrina my jacket =(( but nvm... sisterhood ma...

memories of wha happened in the lift LOL! damn funny sia~

i was turned into a vampire liao la... =/ who ask her dun become back normal...

but anything for you...

PHEW!! another day in school... damn slack today nv do ppt do skit only and talk on ppt...

i swear my grade for today sure kena C xP

so many people not in school also today..

aisyah, iskanda, jessica, kai ling...

both breaks sucked la~

$3 to live for 4 days is it even possible? =

wed going back to training already so sian...

i was told quota increased to 45 already =/ sucks...

who caes la just do la.. nothing else to do also wad~ xP

phew! so beat yesterday slep at 4:15am woke up at 1 odd

but i swear i was drunk yesterday night~ xP

finished half the bottle in like 2 days?

i will post the pic someday with the indications~

its not much but it kinda nice until you wake up feeling like puking~ xP

anyways i am finished with it and kept the bottle already~

though we may be apart,

remember that i am always just a phone call away,

if you need anything,

i will come for you no matter what,

because i still love you,

dun feel sad,

dun blame yourself,

it was not your fault it ended this way,

i just can't bear to see your suffer,

and so i thought this is what is best.

dun care no more and dun want no more,

if that's the way it is to be,

so let it be,

never wished for it to be as it is now,

never wanted it to feel as it is now,

but if helps us both then i gladly accept the fact,

the last time i saw bird fly my heart bled,

my loved one was taken from this earth,

but now,

birds flew but my heart bleed not,

so now i know for sure it is meant to be,

thanks for what you have given back to me,

for now i know that i will not bleed again for something i dun need.

i am not emo no more thanks to my besties, anna for the comfort thanks alot YOU THIS BANANA! WHO STILL OW ME A DAY OUT! =x
and sheila for listening
and jerome for slacking and listening to my boring long winded stories and not beating the crap outta me xP
iskanda for being so concerned even though i sounded like smacking you accross the face yesterday xP
thanks~
i will remember you guys! you can count on me for that! xP

may the fellowship of the 3 musketeers(namely, emo,idiot,and childish =x)
and the sisterhood stay for as long as i can remember! thanks! =D

free air taste sweetest when you dun choke on it

"Famous Last Words"
Now I know That I can't make you stayBut where's your heart?But where's your heart?But where's your...
And I knowThere's nothing I can sayTo change that partTo change that partTo change...
So manyBright lights, they cast a shadowBut can I speak?Well is it hard understandingI'm incompleteA life that's so demandingI get so weakA love that's so demandingI can't speak
I am not afraid to keep on livingI am not afraid to walk this world alone Honey if you stay, I'll be forgivenNothing you can say can stop me going home
Can you seeMy eyes are shining bright'Cause I'm out hereOn the other sideOf a jet black hotel mirrorAnd I'm so weakIs it hard understandingI'm incompleteA love that's so demandingI get weak
I am not afraid to keep on livingI am not afraid to walk this world alone Honey if you stay, I'll be forgivenNothing you can say can stop me going home
I am not afraid to keep on livingI am not afraid to walk this world alone Honey if you stay, I'll be forgivenNothing you can say can stop me going home
These bright lights have always blinded meThese bright lights have always blinded meI say
I see you lying next to meWith words I thought I'd never speakAwake and unafraidAsleep or dead
(How can I see, I see you lying) 'Cause I see you lying next to me(How can I see, I see you lying) With words I thought I'd never speak(How can I see, I see you lying) Awake and unafraid(How can I see, I see you lying) Asleep or dead
'Cause I see you lying next to meWith words I thought I'd never speakAwake and unafraidAsleep or dead
'Cause I see you lying next to meWith words I thought I'd never speakAwake and unafraidAsleep or dead
I am not afraid to keep on livingI am not afraid to walk this world alone (Or dead)Honey if you stay, I'll be forgivenNothing you can say can stop me going home(Or dead)I am not afraid to keep on livingI am not afraid to walk this world alone (Or dead)Honey if you stay, I'll be forgivenNothing you can say can stop me going home(Or dead)I am not afraid to keep on livingI am not afraid to walk this world alone (Or dead)Honey if you stay, I'll be forgivenNothing you can say can stop me going home

http://www.plyrics.com/m/mychemicalromance.html

"It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's A Deathwish"
For what you did to me,and what I'll do to you,you get, what everyone else gets,you get a lifetime
Let's go!
Do you remember that day when we met you told me this gets harder well it didbeen holding on forever,promise me that when I'm gone you'll kill my enemies,the damage you've inflicted temporary woundsI'm coming back from the dead and I'll take you home with meI'm taking back the life you stole
We never got that far,this helps me to think all through the nightbright lights that, won't kill me now, or tell me how just you and I, your starless eyes remain.
Hip Hip Hooray for me, you talk to me, but would you kill me in my sleep lay still like the deadfrom the razor to the rosarywe could lose ourselvesand paint these walls in pitchfork red
I will avenge my ghost with every breath I takeI'm coming back from the dead and I'll take you home with meI'm taking back the life you stole
This hole that you put me in wasn't deep enough and I'm climbing out right now you're running out of places to hide from me when you gojust know that I will remember youif living was the hardest partwe'll then one day be togetherand in the end we'll fall apartjust like the leaves change in colorsand then I will be with you I will be there one last time now
when you gojust know that I will remember you
I lost my fear of fallingI will be with youI will be with you

http://www.plyrics.com/m/mychemicalromance.html

guess what? jerome was psed!! LOL! xPP

and as usual... when he gets psed he calls me to go to bishan to eat wanton mee with him AGAIN!

2nd time this month and just the both of us AGAIN! LOL~ xP

talked cock alot alot of cock... (but how many cocks were there? 2? xP)

anyway just talked crap gossiped abit talk about past experiences encounters

fun times...

missed my pri6 days and sec 3 ~ sec 5 days

life is fun then... no worries, cock everyday, lame everyday, laugh everyday

the good times they call it...

really missed those days...

but if you gave me a time machine... i would just go back one year

and tell my the person dearest to me that she is sooooo important to me before she passed away...